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Thanks for all your comments on the previous post.
First off,the last post was not aimed at the people who regularly comment on here and I apoligise if it came across that way (thats you gonk,nuzz,topper and englishfog for starters)
Second off,thanks for your honesty and good wishes. Its always good to hear from some of the silent majority whatever the circumstances.
Third off,I really don't expect everyone to comment on every bloody post. Really I don't. I'm just feeling fragile at the moment thats all (see paragraph below)
Fourth off, to the anon prick who said "stop being a baby" If you had any idea how much physical pain I am in (which cannot be cured) how fucking depressed I am, how much medication I'm on, how much sleep I am not getting,how I'm currently nursing my dying very elderly neighbour because no-one else seems to give a shit and lastly but by no means leastly,how upset and shocked I am about hearing about yet another death of one of my friends - a great Rasta guy called Dane also a fellow Blue (a recovering addict for the last 6 years who relapsed and died after one hit of smack) then you would be pissed off too. If thats being a baby then yes,I'm a baby.
Now I know I mustn't project all my personal crap onto you lot but yes I am actually a human and if I'm being truthful then I guess I am feeling a little bit sorry for myself at the moment. I do try to maintain a sense of humour but when its on top then its on top. No its not very Punk at all but at least its honest.
Don't worry,you will definately get the rest of the files and normal service will be resumed later (probably today) And I repeat,no,you don't have to comment if you don't want to when you download them. I apoligise your sounding a bit harsh on the last post but I say what I feel at the time be it wrongly or rightly. Its part of who I am (a miserable old bastard!)
Dane was a very special person. He had a great sense of humour and would help anyone. He helped me out alot. Although we couldn't get tickets for the game at Bolton in May 2005 when Chelsea won the League for the first time in 50 years,I was glad I was in his company for that very emotional moment. I will really miss him and I'm truely gutted.
R.I.P. Dane (Keep that Blue flag flying high in the great gig in the sky)